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of course, quantum field theory or Depressive Realism
I recited a poem in front of people and there was much rejoice. yay! My inni-Drake came out and it was rappy and crappy. I am now just staring at the wall as a woman sleeping in my bed snores as she...
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A book about Physics/Native relations
I had a talk to my thesis adviser from usask and he is not concerned I spend my days thinking about big problems in physics. I guess if my brain is curios about this then i might as well keep that lump...
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A Quiet Brain or Quite A Brain.
Well, You see I have thought I had this book around and not burned in the house fire along with other books. I knew also that my film camera was still around and not burned in the house fire. I had...
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Amplituhedron, yep I did the maths.
Hidden away in the theory with gauge symmetry in the forest of trees and such is the Amplituhedron, or as the cognoscenti like to refer the Grassmannian. Just a bunch of lines and sheets and linear...
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Sarah and her Liver and her Copper
I was thinking about this and I looked at some photographs of Sarah as I like photographing her eye since it has a nice pretty colour and thought like a good doctor: Kayser–Fleischer ring! Mind you I...
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Loss of Earth/Kübler-Ross model
Denial Anger Bargaining Depression (mood) Acceptance. I really don’t know if this model is real or not. It’s just a model. Speaking of models. My friend J, rings me up in teh week ours of my sleepless...
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Random and Exotic Sleep
Remember one time I was sitting in a bar in La Ronge; the day was horrible and my sleep was not sleep it was drunken snoring. I remember trying to get the booze off my self by showing for a long time...
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This Brain thing is pretty intense
I had a life changing effects just from the current passing through my brain and causing me to have 21seconds to 1 minute 30second seizures for three months. It was three times a week alternating to...
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Angels of Love or Ridiculous Thoughts
A white ghost-like mist at the edge of her vision, called “The Angel of Love,” and appropriately so, for love is equally ethereal, unpredictable, and almost certain to lead to pain. The remembrance of...
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Feels good
Two days in a row where I slept until 11am and not a one time I got up. I think it was me saying to rest its been a long time since you rested so just rest. Nothing important in the world to keep you...
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Those Illusions of hallucination are mysterious
First, how did this all start. The boring cliche of childhood neglect etc is pretty standard. Boring boring. The waking up in the bed/gurney after 400volts potential difference is put in your brain is...
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Moving on to something else.
I did my two hours thing morning and it is tough telling a story in a second language. It is not quite as funny as in Dene. I did try to make it so. I started ok. I perhaps need a few more things...
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A Book of Maths
I read a book on angels. I do not think they are real but a creation of a word to describe something that could not need to exist. Like a Minotaur. When I was young I didn’t believe in math and physics...
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Need I say more? Yes I do.
Its cold today; really cold with the wind from the north and snow. Oh well, it is north part of this part of the world. Where there used to be an ice sheets a couple km thick and my ancestors survived...
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Hallucinating Archangels using LightSabers
Terrible visions of battles in heaven and earth. Anyways, just another fun part of psychosis which I am totally aware of. This is the part of not being gullible about brain illness. However, I am aware...
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hey ya hey yah….church joke time.
Anyways, done my daily editing and thinking about the awesome story about a guy who sees quantum fields instead of spirits. He is trying to devise an experiment to detect these and breaks into a large...
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BCFT and Branes and HardCover.
I am losing so much sleep again. I am very something, cant think of the word. Like I am sleepy and super tired but I know I cant sleep because I cannot fall asleep. The word they give it is Insomnia. I...
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Ahead By A Century; This is as bad as or worse, as bad as or worse.
First we’ll climb a tree And maybe then we’ll talk I will touch your cunt You will touch my cock Then we’ll be married Then we’ll be man and wife No dress rehearsal This is our life The worse...
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