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stop eating, you fat fuck!
I had to tell myself about conservation of energy. I take in more calories than I burn of, of course I am am going to be fat. It is that simple. I really need to jog or at least walk to the store and...
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We need hate.
Some would venture to state that a negation of something is need for its existence. Good only exists if bad also does. THe absence of bad is good. So goes with hate, you can not love something without...
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Lights, Parallelism and Leaving Las Vegas
FInal product of 8 LED lights in Parallel to 3V or 4.8Volts. Filed under: I am Not a Scientist, Memory loss, Sexy Friend, writing and posting
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you know that feeling you get euphoric recall, Белая горячка
My addiction to alcohol was reminded very strongly yesterday evening. I craved alcohol. You know what you have to do when you have no one in the world to ever fucking help you when you have this desire...
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When a Holocaust is not a Holcaust: iRacist
If you watched this it is why I am no praised that much for what I did. Even the natives are doing this. It is how it must be done. If you don’t push the lever on the Milgram’s button you are failing...
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Chasing windmills and shooting QFT
ok fine…wordpress doesn’t really need to post my post and save draft. Just make it gone. Im not rewriting that one again….the gist of the jism is “white people will kill you if you know quantum field...
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Walden, Forms and stuff
I like stuff. I went to visit BS for a bit and played with Polaroid camera. She is Paranoid. I am reading the Walden book as it appeared in “Upstream Color”. I forgotten, methinks, how much I enjoyed...
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Eat a PorkChop and help me panhandle
I really don’t enjoy doing this. I have to be at friendship Inn to eat carbohydrates again today, but as the saying goes beggars cant ever chose. No life choices for beggars. Fuck sakes. I guess I...
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Something Great on Tuesday Morning
I stayed with Jane, too many tuesday mornings, and her bed is really soft and hard. MY back is sore. Instead we sat and read and I introduced Walden to her and she found it funny. I explained Little...
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Stop Hallucinating this Pretty woman, Mr. Paul
Yep I was in the lounge, lounging, and having water cause my head hurt. I tried to log into a computer and it didn’t work. So I moved to the corner one. I logged in fine. Then Someone just walked in...
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Searching For Bob.
Of all the mathematicians, I heard of or met the one that impressed me the most was Bob Moody. IT was just the name of the guy who was a professor here at the university. A small campus based mostly on...
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I am back away from people again
I had started facebook for about less than a month and it got worse. I started seeing people again. It was ok when they missed me but it got annoying right away. I am no afraid of humans again so back...
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Absence Seizure and 45
I spent the night on the floor in severe pain in my back and right arm. I had a seizure yesterday before 630pm. I did pee and lay down before it happened. I thought it was going to worse. I woke up and...
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Modus operandi and Paranoia
I am having those thought again and seeing things like purple indians from avatar. Like my vietnam flash-back. I have to make fun of my mental health otherwise it is not fun for me to have. Then it is...
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An Introduction to Advanced Bipolar Affective Disorder
Bipolar is a word describing two moods happy and sad. Happy is a state where the brain is throwing out chemicals at a rate greater than a person who is not. Meaning that her brain is sending overly...
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Theoretical Racism and Suicide
I find a word that pops into my brain from past experience, I set up an agenda. My getting to that point is filled with lies and truths and misdirection and slight of hand. It’s how things work. My...
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Super New Living Spacetime.
I have new subset of spacetime manifold. You see a kid riding happily on his bike and the sun is shining like saskatoon. La violence est troublante Pourtant parfois bien utile The interesting this is...
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Why I can’t sleep again
I assumed I was to sleep fine. I did not. I wonder why? I always assume negative future towards me of course. This is learned helplessness kind of thing. I would have been happy if I slept for an hour...
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not to be a cardioversion again
My heart is beating funny again. Damn it. I guess wait it out again. I did enjoy the walk which started out at very cold but by the time I got to the bridge I warmed up and enjoyed the rest. YOu know...
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Every single day and pat on my back.
I got up with a massive headache even though I don’t actually know its mass. I am pretending to be poetic and articulate so i can have chicks say something about my smartness and i get what I want. I...
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