Moving on to something else.

I did my two hours thing morning and it is tough telling a story in a second language. It is not quite as funny as in Dene. I did try to make it so. I started ok. I perhaps need a few more things regarding the main character. Science Fiction is pretty fun. I suppose this has already been done but I haven looked into it enough to care. Or the other way. The book could be an ebook and ibook or pdf file at a free book website. Art is pretty much free and reproducible en masse these days so art is hitting the print button or publish button. No money in it to make a living or to buy some decent non-noodle food. Speaking of that Sarah bought me a pop and a pizza. Yes she had a hair cut.

This is very tiring. I am tired. I am up at all hours of the night and I work on something all day. I really wish I could take a trip somewhere to straighten myself without any guilt. I still do have that guilt crap from my past and it will be with me for the rest and it will make things more difficult as it is the reason it was part of evolution. stupid design. OK I think I really need a positive thing in my life at this point.

I took my lithium this morning at 7am which is 600mg and I took two neorals and now I feel like shit and shivers. But this is called healthy. Urinating every half hour and sitting in a winter jacket inside and having a massive headache and neurotoxicity because the two meds are interacting. I see angels and demons of light around all humans when I am taking these. It is quite trippy and pretty.

I put on the burn and that was it. Michele. Film and digital.