Ahead By A Century; This is as bad as or worse, as bad as or worse.

First we’ll climb a tree 
And maybe then we’ll talk 
I will touch your cunt 
You will touch my cock 
Then we’ll be married 
Then we’ll be man and wife 
No dress rehearsal 
This is our life

The worse and the best: The worse is running a 3.58min mile at age 22 and no one I cared about was there to celebrate with me. I just won and walked home and did crunches and read a book. Alone. Best. I went for a run and met a nice person for a little bit but she was nice. I guess a gift from god as if god gives beautiful woman away as gifts. She happened to see the race.

Best and Worse: Best is i never really cared about getting a degree, I wanted to race. I managed with a lot of obsequiously coaxed by various members of my entourage. So disappointing you’s getting me down . I finally barely did it.I kept it under-wraps until the Fintrac asked me to see the actually paper. He sees it and he was happy. And We’d Laugh.  The security guy that doesn’t really exist. The worse is no one actually believes an indian who has a mental illness and alcohol addiction problems can obtain a degree. Yah, Fuck you and I did it! Ha! Bet you with all your problems or lack of can’t do that. I even got a graduate degree! The cherry on top is it is in the science of science: Mathematics and Physics!  I just wanna dance.

Best and Worse: I was married. We were the 50% success. Marriage is a stupid invention by someone.

Worse and Best: ECT for suicidal Depression. Best is nothing worse is everything for that month. I don’t really recall.

Worse and Best: String theory. Best is it is intellectually very fun and keeps me alive. I learned a lot of science especially of quantum field theory and a lot of very strange sexy mathematics. I was able to travel and talk to smart people about strings and maths and little physics. The worse, I was in the states and I had to spend the little time I had between training to read about strings. I love Tragically Hip. It has helped me feel at one with the universe or multiverse or nothing. haha I sound like a piece of shit Llamma.

The worse is having a headache and hurts too much and too painful. you see.

evolutivity or creativity…yes.

• The circular argument, in which theory and proof support each other (i.e. we repeat ourselves at some point)
• The regressive argument, in which each proof requires a further proof, ad infinitum (i.e. we just keep giving proofs, presumably forever)
• The axiomatic argument, which rests on accepted precepts (i.e. we reach some bedrock assumption or certainty)

My favourite books:

1. Conformal Field Theory,
2. A Classical Introduction to Modern Number Theory,
3. Differential Forms in Algebraic Topology,
4. Characteristic Classes,
5. Quantum Field Theory and Critical Phenomena .

I have them all except the last. I think that is the only Quantum Field theory book I ever need. I never did have a book on Lie Groups that was good for physics. Makes no sense wasting a day computing something already in a book….move so fast and ennui. I suppose: Lie Groups, Lie Algebras, and Representations: An Elementary Introduction. Anyways enough of me i have to get back to computer determinants of operators.

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