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FlashForward and Supergravity
I watched FlashForward on netflix and very much enjoyed it this weekend. This was inbetween my thinking about how to get the string theory thing to work. This is not a usual way to do string theory bu...
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Strange Heisenberg Principle
OK two variable, indianosity and mentalosity, [I,M]=$. I get health insurance for being mental all medication and dental, but since I am also treaty indian I also covered until indianness. The only...
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She said would you like the regular?
It was very strange to get a very expensive cup of coffee from starbucks and she gave it to me for free. Thanks to who ever she is. I still stand by my misanthropy which means unhealthy view of...
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OK time for a good ‘sup
I was in hospital once since they found my on the street unconscious. I drank black juice of potassium which was disgusting. The IV was attempted by the doctor and he kept hitting the bone in my right...
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I might die in 13 years.
We’ll my father lived until 55, my grandparents well into their 70′s but they were healthy in that one was blind and the other went to church. My grandma’s died young. The national average person with...
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Well, it is public Knowledge ECT ECT ECT…..
After the shock of this last episode. You already know I had this done to me by “choice”. Two years + of pain and stuff. I watched the tv show HOMELAND about a pretty blonde hard to miss bipolar...
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Prognosis Negative
that’s all I have clinical depression that is severe. Perhaps even mixed state. The heart is broken from the last cardioversion meaning it could stop spontaneously. So The Nocebo effect is on. I have...
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The Battle of Humans and the Machine. My dreams are movies.
Mining for artistic potential=exploiting! I dreamed some humans were in battle with machine and other humans with awesome gunfire to destroy things little knowing that the machine are just protecting...
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the drinking alone and the poem
A concept in my brain said hello. She stood there, and said hello. She said, my name. She remembered it from a coffee long ago in a green coffee house. The next morning she stood in the fridge half...
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Well, it is public Knowledge ECT ECT ECT…..season 2
I am watching Homeland Season two. I started again. In the last episode she was seen to be shocked once. two times a week for 6 weeks. Of course, they had to ask her back for reasons of her being...
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is it hot in here or is it just you?
That’s what I said. I got up at 1pm today and i feel like fuck you world I can do what I want. I have nothing to live for, just this blog and a coffee and then I sleep again. This is a very sad life...
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Falling Down and gOD Bless America or math and ice.
Two movies with similar themes. One in the 90′s and more recent one. I liked them both but they die in the end. I know the feeling just from the comments I got on youtube video. Which I had to delete...
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F yez all, F yez all, F yez all, ich werde native.
The person in the streets talking very loudly to himself is just using a bluetooth on his phone and talking to his imaginary friend, Jane. A crushed up man trying to find a read to live. Then the...
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“Cracked”: The CBC show
I just assumed the bipolar guy did it. I am now watching “cracked” a cbc tv show on cbc tv. I thought it was very tight, the shirts and pants that is. The usual actors and even a fighter pilot from...
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Flight From Darkness
Filed under: alcoholism, Bipolar, Depression catatonia, I am Not a Scientist, insomnia, Memory loss, Movies, Photography, Poetry, Quantum Field Theory, Running, Sexy Friend, String Theory, Suicide
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The Time Traveller’s Wife
I was telling my wife Pauline the stories about me travelling back in time to do her when her husband, the younger me, was out for a run. She called me, “fat old Percy.” “You are weird. The laws of...
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wonderful world, Carpe diem, or fuck you, buddy.
matthew broderick. bottom line. good movie. My friend was lucid today and she saved me, I think she noticed me in pain when I seen her and allowed to leave and hang out. yay. There’s no swimming past...
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Sunlight Depression or the eternal chesterfield surfer.
I really hate what many consider happy which is sunlight and blue skies. I feel like I wanna puke and such. What would be the point of me enjoying it. No one will know I cared about it. My anxiety...
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Photographic evidence and it’s all rat.
Went to take photos of a model and she got me wings. extra spicy with a diet pepsi™. Triumphed over will. I have to assure people that I don’t want to drink. I overcame my dependence on psychotropic...
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I just had to see my loved ones
see how much I love technology?! done and done. No more texters for me. Isn’t this violence against humanity’s need to communicate? As long as I can access library and this macbook is running I can...
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