I watched FlashForward on netflix and very much enjoyed it this weekend. This was inbetween my thinking about how to get the string theory thing to work. This is not a usual way to do string theory bu telling the results before writing the paper but it seems very beneficial for others to see how theory people work. At least, the not so good ones. Most avoid fiction of anykind as string theory is a fiction of science. But my thinking is this I think about something and I tell you guys, at least a couple of yous. I then write the proof on paper with pen and think some more. I then redo the maths. I sleep. I think again I have coffee then I watch an episode. I walk outside then I think. Then I scribble. I download a few papers I vaguely remember. I redo their computations and stuff. I read a chapter of Zee’s book. I laugh. I read a couple theorems in topology. I do a problem at the end of the chapter. I write it down. I am happy. I check email. I read a couple pages of Murakami, 1Q84. I make food. I say hello to S. I feel good. I read a cbc article, I get upset. I then draw a picture. I read a few pages of QFT in curved spacetime. I note it is just Heat Kernel.
I then take my lithium and sleep. Right before I watch an episode. It think it is a good show about seeing the future and some physics sounding words like “How many electron-volts?” “Quantum Physicist” and “Many world interpretations”.
ok time to read until 3 am .
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