I spent the night on the floor in severe pain in my back and right arm. I had a seizure yesterday before 630pm. I did pee and lay down before it happened. I thought it was going to worse. I woke up and i lost my spacetime coordinates. I have no watch and just the police station across the street to guide me. Isn’t lithium suppose to help for this. My doctor told me I told have seizure or had sterotonin storm. SO fuck sakes. Ill just stay on the lithium and be miserable about my life again. I am hating not working as well. I get up early and sit in library all day long. I have given up on trying to work now. No work but cleaning shit in cameco mines or cashier for torn power. Very unkosher. I spent my last 47 dollar on meds, meaning that the whiteman is giving back the land due to cancellation of treaties. Either that or they think of us as less than human. Probably the latter since that is normal for them.
I can’t figure out why shite people in saskatoon are so mean and subtle about their racism. It is screaming but noone says anything. Maybe I got hatred wrong. I do think the starbucks has something right, they have two native chicks working here. I went to other places and none. I don’t really know the hiring practices but they probably trying to piss off the other rich white people. I am not cutting my hair and shedding my brown skin anytime soon even with psoriasis. Nothing else to report. Someone sitting with me at coffee
Filed under: Memory loss, Photography, Racism, Sexy Friend, Suicide 
