The world smells bad and is not just me.
I had a seizure in my sleep hence the dream about being engaged to a pretty smart person and such. I got up to a sticky place and cleaned up and it was still there. I laundered my laundry and had...
View ArticleMeet Ian Mosby: the Man Who Exposed Canada’s Experiments on Aboriginals
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View ArticleAnd with that, dot dot had fallen in love.
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View ArticleI am calm and awaiting death…
Nothing to say today. I am given up again and told a friend. Not suicidal but no will or anything of matter in my life. Just life and be entertained. I c0uld write a bit but typically i will not. Like...
View ArticleHe only loves you when he’s on pills
I don’t know. I didnt go to waterloo as I had no money or support and was getting seizures a lot more than usual. The work is what I have control over not the importance of it. If people appreciate it...
View ArticleWhiteman still saying “Kill those Fucking Prairie Niggers!”
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View ArticleFlight From Darkness
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View ArticleWeird excitement to forget
I just sit here disoriented and wondering who the fuck I am. Slowly it returns and there is no sadness for who i forgot. Someone came to me and talked and I didn’t care who this person was and I had no...
View ArticleLet me explicate this again: Goggles.
When mathing around the neighbourhood you start with notion of your ideas and then you develop them. For example, a set is hard to define and is usually taken as “I know what you mean.” Then something...
View Articlenew post to show off my new books.
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View ArticleOptical Illusion lady
command line C++. You see i am computer destructive as complimentary to self destructive. I do now have control over the fan so cooling is not really an issue. Its like fruit that goes bad beyond...
View ArticleThe Muslims are…(Not a good title)
Sorry about the title. I watch a lot of american media like young turks and jesusians saying crazy things about everything. It only bothers me because the content is mostly about stupid religious...
View ArticleMood Disorder and Psoriasis.
Ever hear of self-cutting where some teenager cuts herself(or some generalization there of) for some reason. Well to get the attention of the pain and to feel something and to get feel-good chemicals...
View ArticleVirus Video…I mean viral
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View ArticleAsk a person who is me
So ask me something through email(percylpaul@gmail.com) or in comment section and ill try my best to answer. Physics, Maths, Brain stuff, Poetry, photography(why im not) and what nots. Im interested in...
View ArticleBipolar Disorder, Drunkenness and a Masters Degree in physics
I was told I was in a state of extreme drunk for 11 years from 2002 until 2012. I also obtained a masters degree and in bad manic episodes and suicidal depression. I had to work harder on those quantum...
View ArticleThe giant letter A
Ashley….its fun and because it can be done. I only assume that the source code can be used to out facebook or anything online. This is known for a long time. I really don’t care much for marriages,...
View ArticleA psychopath source code
I write this program using C++ and others being piped into php and a social media account. The real hard part was imitating my friend Sarah who is without emojis but it starts sounding very nice...
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