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Dirty Shameful consequence-free Sex.
Nothing again today. A not so pleasant seizure and now a sore back. I did not want to move after it happened so I slept on the floor like the good days of drinking. I only see very little difference...
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Wow, I am gutless
I removed forever all the clips and videos from my computer because of someone hated my video. I quit that too. You see when you quit living you can just stop doing things very quickly without reason....
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more mathematics kept him from suicide
Gutful again, if that’s a word. I had a terrible couple days but it shall happen again and again until tic-tic-boom. I woke up in the night with a thought of using the seven sphere as a bundle of two...
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You can’t kill something that is already dead.
I took too much lithium 600mg. The intent was to take my lithium daily. I got sick and puked and pooed. Then I seizured and then I walked staggered to the hospital and they took my blood and it was...
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Le temps de l’amour
I ate and was sleepy. I got out of the library and went to the bus. My bus pass worked. It is plus 30C today. This was at 3.17 bus. I got to post office. I was sending a package to a beautiful woman...
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Mobile phones and passe
I lost my phone more than two years ago and I just noticed. I think the only thing I used it for was a time telling feature and I paid a monthly fee for it. I don’t think I used it for anything but to...
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Seizure Entropy again and Alley Twistor Theory
So I had a seizure downtown and so I peed first at the coffee house and placed all my stuff in my backpack pending some indian thieves. I followed the rules. Hyperventilate is, i think, so I have...
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Centre for Mental Health and This doesn’t seem right
I assume ‘minimal at best’ is your stiff upper lip British way of saying no chance in hell. You put the Queen on your money You’re British. House again Now back to work…Filed under: alcoholism,...
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White Artist: destructivity and creativity simultaneously
Yes, I can say that. I have never been called a Native physicist, once. Native mathematician. I’ve been called a Native Artist. It is actually dismissing the art but art is kind of weird like that. A...
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I forget my memory loss is that bad or I am older.
I shot the footage and I typed the lyrics and I hit the text to speech button and picked Fred. Then I put to FCP(Final Cut Pro) then I removed the hiss and some background. I clicked the blue button to...
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faire souffrir le bourgeois.
“The Quantum World is yours” then something happened, i’ve said before. The fall ( bababadalgharaghtakamminarronnkonnbronntonner ronntuonnthunntrovarrhounawnskawntoohoohoordenenthurnuk!)...
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today just depression
This is a wooden trap as they were before metal trap. Filed under: I am Not a Scientist, Memory loss, Photography, Racism, Sexy Friend, Story
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disturbingly calm vision of myself.
a cry for help. Help. No those guys with tazers or tazers but help in the sense of people coming to my aid and showing me life is worth living. Too much to ask and you say someone else deal with him....
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The Devil Knows you’re Dead or Cotard delusion
Anna is the devil. The devil in blue jeans. Maybe too many Anna’s. i just want to die and rest in piece. Yes you read that right. Peace. I need a medicine man to prescribe me sleeping meds. Those are...
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need a wide angle and got it…
So opposites like in a real line and not complex plane. The thought process of so many people are so . or just one dimensional lattice with two point but i am finding that there are exceptional people...
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Nothing of interest to you puny humans.
Puny? Too lazy to remember the correct spelling. Meaning small as in The Incredible Hulk. I just sit and talk about ideas regarding spacetime that go nowhere…with B. I had no idea I spent so much time...
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read this and reread it and it is an axiom.
Filed under: alcoholism, Bipolar, Depression catatonia, Memory loss, Poetry, Racism, Suicide
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To drug or not to drug….waiting for cry
Staying Alive, is so boring isn’t it? I was trying to sleep for two days now in he basement suite. It was very quite and finally in not winter the furnace is on and bringing in a little heat or just...
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Darn it; I am out of notebooks. Jump
I filled up the last note book last night and shit i am out of them. I like these hilroy’s as they are easy to write on and doesn’t hurt. I like not hurting and being covered in black ink. Not good...
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Stealing Coffee from ASC at Transformation with
So today I will take a zip lock bag and fill it with coffee and walk away. This is theft but I need coffee. A photographer with bad glasses and scratches make my friend very hard to see when she is...
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